Why can I not get pregnant?
Why am I scared to see the doctor? What do I have to lose?
Why do I suddenly hate my job?
I dont understand. I have been trying to get pregnant for 6 months. I am about to start my period making me go into my 7th cycle. Why can't I get pregnant? What am I doing wrong? Why won't I try to go to the doctor for help? I guess I am afraid my doctor will look at me and say "You haven't been trying long enough, Im not going to help you".
It really sucks with my insurance. Now if I go in for testing C7, medicine C8. Lets just say I get pregnant C8, my due date would be Jan 1st... Just in time for me to have to pay a whole new deductible for the birth.... yay. My deductible is $2500... fantastic.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Saturday, February 16, 2008
WHat a week
OK so I was eating last night and all of the sudden my eye starts hurting. I go to scratch it and it feels like I have a needle in my lower eye lid right by where my tear duct is. So I go to look in the mirror and my bottom eye lid is swollen. Everytime I touch it it hurts. It almost felt like I had a splinter right there. So I decide to take some benadryl and sleep it off, thinking maybe I just got something in my eye.
Well I wake up this morning and it is still swollen so I decide that I am going to go to the eye doctor. I had lasik done a few years back so I don't have a regular eye doctor as I dont go very often. So I look up a doctor that my insurance covers and call... they can squeeze me in at 1.... awesome... so I get there at 12:40 as I always get to my appointments early and I have to wait until 1:40 to see the doctor... whatever... they squeezed me in so I just grin and bear it.
I get in there and he starts giving me an eye exam... checking my vision, etc. He gets finished and says my vision is perfect... well duh I had lasik and asks me if I have any questions. Im like YEAH, I came in because I have this huge lump in my eye... DUH. So he says oh I didn't see anything wrong. So I show him where there is a bump on my eye lid and he is like oh you probably just irritated it. He then proceeds to get a cleaning cloth, make me close my eye, and RUBS my eye... this is my eye that swells up if you touch it. He made me cry. I seriously felt like he was pushing a needle through my skin. He then told me to just keep it clean and sent me on my way.... ARE YOU SERIOUS??? He did not check it for ANYTHING. It could be a stye... it could be an allergic reaction... did he check... NO! To top it all off this cost me $45. So pretty much I paid to get a vision check that I didn't need and for a doctor to tell me Im just being a baby because my eye is swollen. I was so pissed.
So now I am debating on whether or not to go to another doctor or just wait it out and see if it goes away on its own. Oh and when I got there, the nurse lady was like "It looks like conjunctivitis." Um Im no doctor, but it looks NOTHING like pink eye... if I had pink eye my actual EYE would be red, not my eye lid, and my eye would be pussing... I went to a stupid doctor... figures.
I did however talk to the lady that hit me today. She is still sticking to her story that she has insurance. I told her what her insurance company told me and she said that there is no way. So she is supposed to be calling them on Monday to get it straightened out. Lets hope!!
Well I wake up this morning and it is still swollen so I decide that I am going to go to the eye doctor. I had lasik done a few years back so I don't have a regular eye doctor as I dont go very often. So I look up a doctor that my insurance covers and call... they can squeeze me in at 1.... awesome... so I get there at 12:40 as I always get to my appointments early and I have to wait until 1:40 to see the doctor... whatever... they squeezed me in so I just grin and bear it.
I get in there and he starts giving me an eye exam... checking my vision, etc. He gets finished and says my vision is perfect... well duh I had lasik and asks me if I have any questions. Im like YEAH, I came in because I have this huge lump in my eye... DUH. So he says oh I didn't see anything wrong. So I show him where there is a bump on my eye lid and he is like oh you probably just irritated it. He then proceeds to get a cleaning cloth, make me close my eye, and RUBS my eye... this is my eye that swells up if you touch it. He made me cry. I seriously felt like he was pushing a needle through my skin. He then told me to just keep it clean and sent me on my way.... ARE YOU SERIOUS??? He did not check it for ANYTHING. It could be a stye... it could be an allergic reaction... did he check... NO! To top it all off this cost me $45. So pretty much I paid to get a vision check that I didn't need and for a doctor to tell me Im just being a baby because my eye is swollen. I was so pissed.
So now I am debating on whether or not to go to another doctor or just wait it out and see if it goes away on its own. Oh and when I got there, the nurse lady was like "It looks like conjunctivitis." Um Im no doctor, but it looks NOTHING like pink eye... if I had pink eye my actual EYE would be red, not my eye lid, and my eye would be pussing... I went to a stupid doctor... figures.
I did however talk to the lady that hit me today. She is still sticking to her story that she has insurance. I told her what her insurance company told me and she said that there is no way. So she is supposed to be calling them on Monday to get it straightened out. Lets hope!!
Friday, February 15, 2008
Super Duper
So my bosses wife (pregnant) is working in the office today. All I have heard about since she got here is morning sickness and pregnancy... yay... this has started off as a lovely day.
Then the ladies insurance company calls, she was not insured on that day... WHAT THE FUCK... so I will be calling her later this afternoon. She said she is asleep until 2 cause she works nights, I should call her and wake her up. What a bitch. She KNEW she didn't have insurance. Ugh... my life seriously sucks right now.
Then the ladies insurance company calls, she was not insured on that day... WHAT THE FUCK... so I will be calling her later this afternoon. She said she is asleep until 2 cause she works nights, I should call her and wake her up. What a bitch. She KNEW she didn't have insurance. Ugh... my life seriously sucks right now.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Update
So we have yet to find out if the lady has current insurance or not, the ladies insurance company called back and said they are still "investigating" it. So we are still waiting to hear on that front.
On the TTC front I am about 5 or 6 DPO... fun... im literally not obsessing about anything at all, half the time I forget Im even in my 2ww or that we are TTC. Its actually a very nice change of pace, it feels nice to not obsess.. yay me.
On the TTC front I am about 5 or 6 DPO... fun... im literally not obsessing about anything at all, half the time I forget Im even in my 2ww or that we are TTC. Its actually a very nice change of pace, it feels nice to not obsess.. yay me.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
What a night
OK so this is what happened on my way home from work today...
I stopped by the grocery store to get Chad a valentines card and what not, it is right by the freeway. So I am turning onto the feeder and it is a double left hand turn lane... I am in the outside land and there is someone in the inside lane. Well we both turned left but she decided that right after we turned she wanted to veer into my lane. It scratched the whole side of my car and then bashed in the front by the wheel. So I get out of the car and the lady is apologetic and says let me get you my information. I decided not to call the cops, I didn't want the lady to get a ticket, I am nice like that. Well I noticed when I was writing down her insurance information that it was expired by 2 weeks, she told me that she just didn't have her updated card with her... I believed her. Well I go to the police station to file a report and the police officer recommends calling the insurance company and making sure the policy is valid. So Chad calls for me, and low and behold they are "90% sure" that is is a canceled policy. We are supposed to be hearing from them for sure in the morning. WHAT THE FUCK. Seriously, I am never going to be a nice person again. This is bullshit, there is probably about $4000 worth of damage to my car and it is only 8 months old. Seriously, if she doesn't have insurance, I will hunt her ass down. I called Chad because he was right around the corner and he got her license plate number and VIN number and I got her DL number and address and everything. I am not about to pay a $500 deductible and have my premiums go up because her ass doesn't have insurance. I will take it to small claims court, I know I would win. So we are supposed to hear about it in the morning and if she doesnt have coverage I am going to give her a call. This is just so like something that would happen to me. Right before I got this car someone hit my car in the parking lot at work... it was a hit and run... I had to claim that on my insurance too. People are fucking idiots, I don't get it.
So lesson of the day:
ALWAYS CALL THE COPS
I stopped by the grocery store to get Chad a valentines card and what not, it is right by the freeway. So I am turning onto the feeder and it is a double left hand turn lane... I am in the outside land and there is someone in the inside lane. Well we both turned left but she decided that right after we turned she wanted to veer into my lane. It scratched the whole side of my car and then bashed in the front by the wheel. So I get out of the car and the lady is apologetic and says let me get you my information. I decided not to call the cops, I didn't want the lady to get a ticket, I am nice like that. Well I noticed when I was writing down her insurance information that it was expired by 2 weeks, she told me that she just didn't have her updated card with her... I believed her. Well I go to the police station to file a report and the police officer recommends calling the insurance company and making sure the policy is valid. So Chad calls for me, and low and behold they are "90% sure" that is is a canceled policy. We are supposed to be hearing from them for sure in the morning. WHAT THE FUCK. Seriously, I am never going to be a nice person again. This is bullshit, there is probably about $4000 worth of damage to my car and it is only 8 months old. Seriously, if she doesn't have insurance, I will hunt her ass down. I called Chad because he was right around the corner and he got her license plate number and VIN number and I got her DL number and address and everything. I am not about to pay a $500 deductible and have my premiums go up because her ass doesn't have insurance. I will take it to small claims court, I know I would win. So we are supposed to hear about it in the morning and if she doesnt have coverage I am going to give her a call. This is just so like something that would happen to me. Right before I got this car someone hit my car in the parking lot at work... it was a hit and run... I had to claim that on my insurance too. People are fucking idiots, I don't get it.
So lesson of the day:
ALWAYS CALL THE COPS
So Sad
I found the PERFECT weekend getaway for me and Chad and he said no :( What the hell is up with that... I so need to get away from my life right now, and he says no. What a jerk. I was very excited to get away for even just the weekend, now Im crushed :( I know, sounds pathetic huh? But thats how badly I needed this.
Im going to go sulk by myself now.
Im going to go sulk by myself now.
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